Today has been tough for me being in the 2WW. A friend who is only 3 days ahead of me got her BFP today at 10DPO. I've marked my testing date for next Saturday at 14 DPO. Now I'm struggling with, "well, would I want to know sooner?" Here are my thoughts.
If I test at 10 DPO, it would be next Tuesday. I probably wouldn't be able to concentrate at work. My other fear is that I'll get a BFP but it disappear a few days later and AF shows up. I think I would feel very fragile for some reason. I would be more cautious about everything I do because my embryo would be still so newly attached. I'm probably crazy for thinking that, but this is the place I allow myself to let out such thoughts.
I feel that testing at 14 DPO (on a Saturday) will give me the weekend to soak it all in and set up a game plan for the next week. I will have figured out when I need to call my OB and/or birthing center with the good news. In addition, I'm hoping to see a darker line than 10 DPO because my camera is not the best at taking close up pictures. I had a rough time getting clear pictures of my OPKs, so I think a faint BFP would also be difficult.
Anyways, these are my thoughts. I'm hoping to be the wrap-up finale to the March BFPs; I'm confident there will be many!
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